today is a wednesday, i'm in payson, and it's snowing. ::sigh::
the snow flakes fat and droopy in the air, but floats like a feather.
from my hotel room, my window is open,
i watch the water as it beads heavy off the roof.
the sky is a sullen grey today.
as i have done some thinking it seems befitting,
that the weather would know to suggest
towards the gloom of my depression, that irony fits best.
and really, i don't even know why i'm writing,
sometimes i get these tell all ideas
and turn inward on myself for the proof of my reasons.
(with hardly a fair warning)
i allow things to get me down, most of all you,
my purposeful desires.
the upsets,
unfound, ground me harder than truth.
my heart demands more, than a graceful solitude.
Wednesday, February 26, 2003