there i am.
conscious and relaxed,
a washing machine
of realism.
poised
supporting
a verdict,
feeling gifted,
opposing the supposed
of a concrete, set in stone
system of perpetuals.
liberated,
under the personal
insomnia of yesterdays all,
gone, wry, dead, and cold.
escaping from the ritual smoke
empowering my mind
to freedom,
letting go.
some sensual euphoria,
overcome.
back in touch with root wisdom
and the truth of some knowledge unclaimed,
balanced, by the blindness of faith.
as blissful as a kid feels, in the innocence of youth
when life is whole
and so complete,
[if inexperience be truth].
it almost seems unreal
slowly,
involved, and yet removed are the
drowning let me downs
that leave me feeling,
like i need to hug my girl.
but never closer than
the thrill, when i dont confine my angles,
i smile sweet and happy
and ponder from the veil,
behind but still, able
to reflect upon the symbols,
yeah what they mean to me...
[never fails]