" i "
I am an abstraction of self,
i consider you.
i am an unrefined and mal-informed
realist-
my straight and narrow walk
is more like heel to toe,
i regret to tell you
stuff about me, but
i'm not exactly,
a liar-
dead in the water, only mostly
hollow,
a pathological
need some help case,
with dark circles,
under both
eyes-
to think of you, i see myself indulging
there's more at risk here*
than whats upon the table,
is the bluff of a hand, that i'm holding,
truly worth showing?
(consequences to bear burden~)
one day
i want to die, cos'
when you sleep with bugs,
you become one-
oh yeah, because i'm tired
of all of the empty,
that is you,
yes, all of you-
i'll run away,
(i think it's time for me to leave)
but you, please, stay-