a poem for ChelSea

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Pedestals.

feeling indifferent,

thinking convicted,

if not for you, then me,

because things, somehow, got twisted,

a self inflicted, loss of interest,

it's prison,

as i feel condemned,

i compromised myself,

for someone else,

because, seldom, did i ever listen,

as intuition spoke,

i chose,

to be blind,

in my reasoning,

caught up in desire,

for her,

halfway between here and there,

cluttered in my head,

expressions,

dimensions of a human being,

aspects, of feeling,

as always, resulting in,

a life in question,

hung in the balance,

sensing my loss,

for all,

i couldn't tell,

her.

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