shortcomings

Folder: 
In Cold Blood.

from quiet disorder

to soft content,

malnutrition.

a stomach ache,

relentless involvement

and self centered me,

(a closet of envy)

words of entrapment

the mirror,

that held it's vision

of illusion,

of fear,

shattered for seven years.

we are simple

i love,

you're caring,

and that's realism.

in denial

my worth and emptiness

makes me feel...suicidal,

but i smile

it's a power

of abuse,

so misleading

i'm like a child,

in disbelief

so vulnerable,

i'm a copy,

of a self

of a need

of nothing more

of everything.

i came to know

that wishes failed,

and the stars that fell

(that i had wished upon)

burned out like candles,

long ago.

the trees bore leaves that turned

the cycle continued,

undisturbed.

with or without me

life goes on,

but that is what i heard,

once.

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