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It's Not Worth Living Like This Any Longer
What is this pain I feel?
Burning a whole deep inside of me
Making me go insane, crazy at that
Could it be that I love you, want to be with you?
NO! That can’t be, I just cant
Because if it was I'd not feel like this
Or would it
BUT then WHAT!
What could be doing this to me making me want to die?
Slip away from this world
To slit my wrists just to make all the pain go away
To watch as the knife cuts deeper and deeper
Watching as the blood falls to the floor around my feet
Making a pool, red and sticky
Making the pain disappear
But now that the pain I feel inside is gone
I'll start to slip
Slip away from this world to another
Beyond the skies
To happy place
A place where I can’t be hurt no longer
A place filled with love and care
Daises and roses
Gold and silver
BUT then your there, by my side
Shaking me, calling my name,
Telling me not to leave you, that it will be ok
But how can I believe you,
When everyone I’ve been with
Known for ever always turns there back on me,
Like I'm no one
So I’ve built my walls around my heart, soul and mind
Never to let them down
NOT even for you
But as you keep shaking me, calling my name
As lay there in the pool of blood crying
Crying because I know you love me
REALLY LOVE ME
Love me for who I am
What I’ve been through
And always will no matter what
BUT if only I could tear down these walls that I built so long ago
To learn to trust again
To love again
To be happy again
BUT no it's too hard to
So I won’t
I can’t
You understand that Right?
How hard it is to be used like that
To be hurt like that, then tossed aside like an old used condom.
And to never be used again
