Even when I try so hard to keep a straight face
I still feel like,
Like I'm walking on egg shells
Trying to act like everything is normal
When really
It's not!
In reality
Things are falling apart
Crashing down all around me
Hurting the one's I care most about
Tearing us apart
Even though I try so hard to keep things together
Us together
I CAN'T!
I can't do it on my own anymore
I just can't because I'm dying inside
Crying on the out.
So some nights I stay up late
Wondering what’s going to happen next
Unable to sleep with the unknown hovering over me
Afraid of it, terrified at that!
So still I try to act like things are normal
Even though I know
Deep down inside that things are falling apart
Were all growing farther and farther apart
Unable to patch things back together
Make things like they use to be
Suppose to be
But just maybe
This family
This love
This friendship
Was never meant to be
To happen
So
I have to try to let go
Even thought I can't
But deep inside I know its best
Best just to let go and move on
Picking up the pieces that I can
Patch things up the best I can
And start over
Over without you!!