I'm standing stong on the outside,
but on the inside I am torn.
I'm falling apart
I have a hole in my heart
it is growing bigger and bigger
each year.
Its a black hole
and I can't stop it.
There is no way to stop it.
The more I realize its there
the more it hurts.
I want to scream.
I want to let it out
but I can't.
I don't want anyone to find out'
but also I want someone to know.
I'm afaid it will swollow me up
and my cheerful world will die.
I'm going crazy
but I'm not showing it.
Is there a way to stop this mad hole?