One morning you wake up and it hits hard like a truck. The duck who just got shot, You do not like this a lot. not. It's worse than a hangover on the morning after. All the things you wanted to do, you are not going to be able to do. You're getting older. The weather's getting colder. You walk around your home. You are going to wind up old and alone. You knew exactly what you wanted to do; where you wanted to go. You look at yourself and see that you have become the person you never wanted to be. You had all these dreams and plans when you began. You had all these ideals. Then, things get real. Things did not turn out that way, the way you wanted.