SOLDIER
They wanted me, see, to be in the army.
West Point. The US Military Academy, see.
They wanted me to be a soldier.
They wanted me to fight. I never thought it was right.
Shoot and kill. Not a thrill.
I believe in peace. Wars never cease.
Dead increase. Increasing dead. All the thoughts in my head.
Not a lot of joy for this boy.
My dad glad, the only way.
I did not want him to be mad.
My dad, brother too, true,
his father before..
They had fought in so many, many wars.
Decorations.
I could not ignore call, no not at all.
I could not say no. I had to go.
All that I did see.
so horrific to me.
Things forever in my mind.
I can find no peace.
Thoughts do not cease.
Not ceasing are the thoughts. I do not like them, a lot.
They stay. They do not go away.
My brain going insane.
Things I can't comprehend. Just wish it would all end.