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Why do I feel this way?

Why can't I bring myself to reach inside and grant the forgiveness I've been denying?

How is it that I have been able to trust someone so much,

When we've talked so little?

Why do I put others before me?

Should I care more about myself?

Are these questions doing me any good,

Or are they just making me miserable?

I long to answer these questions,

Yet I never will be able to.

Depression sets in deep,

Makes me want to craw into a deep dark hole.

No light shall I ever see again,

For the darkness in my soul absorbs it all.





Chet Jordan

10:16 PM

7/22/04