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Get Out of My Head
Why can’t you just leave me be?
Why must you knawel slowly and painfully on my mind and sanity?
I’ve done nothing wrong to my knowledge,
Yet you continue to eat away at my heart and soul.
I want you out of my head!
I want you to leave my soul forever more!
Of course, you don’t care,
I’m just another amusement to you, aren’t I?
How far must I go, what must I do to get away?
Do you want me dead?
I could end my life in a fraction of a second.
But if that’s what you want,
Then why should I?
You’ve tortured me for so long,
Trying and trying, harder and harder, each day to push me over the edge.
But I won’t go,
No, not for you.
Maybe I should give you every emotion I have short of sadness, hate, and anger.
We both know what happens anytime I try and get close to anyone.
So why not just kill all my ties with everyone?
I already feel as thought I’m lost in darkness beyond the point of return.
People would be much better off without me,
You’ve proven that.
I’ve exhausted myself trying to fight you off,
Maybe I should quit.
Maybe I should just five up,
Just give in to you whims.
Maybe then you would at least leave those I’m closest to alone.
I just worry though,
I wonder constantly what would happen,
If people care as they say they do, it could prove to do more harm than good.
At this point, however, I would do nearly anything just to get you to leave me alone and,
Get out of my head.
Chet Jordan
11:03 am
4-16-04
