Oh what can I do with these
Poor marks around my wrists
And this red nailpolish on my fingertips?
Should I just take me as I am,
And conclude that this is how it's supposed to be?
I wish I knew how..
Oh what's the point of it,
When nothing makes sense at all?
I wish you were here to tell me.
What should I do with this
Incessant ringing I have in my brain?
How can I ever start to forget you?
How many times must we
Continue on in this neverending circle?
We've never made much sense.
Even after all that you've done to me,
I still wish that you wanted me.
Lord, how can I escape?
Oh what should I do with
This fake lipgloss on my face,
And this terrible ache in my chest?
How can I make you believe that,
Everything I said was true?
How could you not trust that it was?
Can we go back to before all of this,
When we were happy and care-free?
I should think not, darling.
Oh what am I to do with this,
Glitter-and-nonsense that is me?
I must continue on without a reason.
I must believe in what is true,
I must fix what I have wronged,
And I must believe in the love of others.
When will I start to accept those
False apologetic sentences that you've made?
Baby, I already have.