It felt like I was nothing to them
And the drugs filled that void of loneliness
Taking the place of the one who cannot be here
And just floating endlessly
I disreguarded the fact I was still alone
Despite what I thought
Thinking they'd accept me
Just because I'm like them
I held their hands
Afraid to be alone again
Never wanting that awful feeling again
Of loneliness without something to cling to
Tears stream down my face as I sigh and wipe them away
I hate being alone
Why these things have to happen
To such a wonderful person
Is not right.
Is not fair.
Being alone is...
Worse than death.