What I see when I look at myself
This world in whole,
Are the simple things
Like the oceans; the waves
The sunsets; the colors
The wind breeze; the sensation
But I see many other things as well..
I see blood
I see scars
I see things I had to become numb to
I see death
Darkness and destruction
People killing people;
How irony loves us
I see...my pessimistic reflection
My dark clothes
My sullen mood
Its a wonder that anyone goes near me
What I see when I look
Is you.
Distance.
And how life is so cruel
What I see is
A lonely girl
Who wishes you were here