Mizerable

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I've folded against your chest more times than I can count

Beat my fists against you in bursts of useless rage

I never meant any of those horrible words I had screamed

Never again would I lie to you about anything



I wish I could tell you everything about myself

But sense never comes out of my mouth very often

It's more or less about time that I figured out

Exactly what it is that I have to do for myself



Despite this need to be happy, I am mizerable

I can't continue on all alone.

Though I've made it this far by myself, I can't

Take one more step, I am mizerable.



Trying earnestly to put these puzzle pieces together

I'd spill sweat and blood to understand just this, why

Every piece I pick up is totally different, and why

Each one of them goes to a different puzzle.



What you don't seem to grasp is that I am torn, here

Without you to cling to and to comfort me.

I've gone way too far on my own without support, those

Ones who wanted to, I pushed away and continued on.



Despite this need to be happy, I am mizerable

I can't continue on all alone.

Though I've made it this far by myself, I can't

Take one more step, I am mizerable.



You were always standing there in the wind, waiting.

Hair, windblown and heart shattered to pieces

Watching my back disappearing far from happiness.

You breathed every breath for me,

You were mizerable.



Though I'm sure that we can manage one more change

Of season, I'm not sure that we're going about it

The correct way, that lovers usually do.

You and I are mizerable.



Despite this need to be happy, we are mizerable

We can't continue on all alone.

Though we've made it this far together, we can't

Take one more step,

We are mizerable,

We are mizerable.

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Mizerable by Gackt inspired

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