Your smile is faked,
And I'm the only one who knows.
I keep all of your secrets,
And for what?
You yell at me for the smallest things,
And expect me to shrug and not care -
Which I've started doing.
It's so hard for me
To watch you laugh and carry on
With others;
Everyone except me.
I'm the "dark" friend -
Singled out because
I know the real you.
I've seen the darker side to your personality.
I stand true and loyal,
Unlike those others
Whom you fake your smiles for.
They would all gasp and run
If they -
For one moment -
Knew you. The REAL you.
And you know it
So we're "best" friends?
Is this how FRIENDS act?
I think not.
Best friends?
Best friends dont say that the other
Doesn't understand
What they're going through.
Best friends don't just show them their darkside,
But show a little bit of light -
If there is any.
Until you've healed -
Best friends?
No, we're not.