The mere thought of that day..
His eyes...they were...
No longer filled with love for me...
No, they weren't really filled with anything..
They were icy. They sent chills thoroughout my body
The color of green. With gold flicks...
And when he spoke..it wasn't him
Not the person I loved anyway
And his sword...his sword...
He held it unsheathed at his side
And it looked ready to kill
My eyes widened and brimmed with tears
Begging him to come back to me
But he advanced
And I stepped back, afraid of those eyes
Attached to this stranger I don't know
I fell as my knees gave way
So I searched frantically for a weapon, anything
And I found my weapon
And stood up, suddenly strong
Pointing the tip at his chest
He jsut stared unflinching, unafraid
And then, a 4 year old, little girl
With pure green eyes and long brown hair
Peeked her head in from behind a door
Jennifer. Our baby. MY baby now...
No, I thought..I prayed...
Not her
"Mommy..." her little voice whispered
"Is Daddy okay?"
Tears were spilling from my eyes now
"No baby, go back to bed."
"Are you fighting, Mommy? Fighting is bad, Daddy..
Don't fight with Mommy.."
Oh God, if you exist not her
Make her go away
My voice rose up to stern level
"Jennifer, go to bed."
She whinned then, but complied.
Finally. I could breathe again.
And the stranger turn away, he laughed.
A chilling laughter...hysterical.
No warmth. At all.
Hollow, maniac laughter
Like shattered glass
And he walked out the door
Never to return.