You called me the other night
And said it's over
That we're over
Us. It's gone.
Now I'm wishing that you'd die
Or that I would
Maybe I should...
Get a knife and..nah...
But then, this pain would go away
This pain of hating you
I burned your letters
I deleted your emails
I erased all your phone messages
But I still wasn't satisfied
The pain in my heart, the hatred for you
Was still there.
So I went and gathered every sharp object
I could find
I went into my room
Before I started what would be
My suicide,
I wrote a letter.
Stamped it and put it in the mailbox
With the candles lit and my music on,
I bled all my pain away
My crimson river of regret
Was my only solution
My only way out
The pressure was too much
My vision became blurry
And before my world became black,
My last words were
"Goodbye..my love.."
The letter I wrote
It was addressed to you
And by the time you get it,
You'll be at my funeral
The worst part about you is that...
Even though I hate you...
I still love you.