It’s like damn dude why we even doing this anymore?
I didn’t know it took you this quick to get bored,
Do I not give you everything that’s true?
A warm hand to hold, a loving gaze only for you?
A sharp wit to cut through the bullshit
And a steadfast resolve to weather any storm?
Maybe we both are broken,
I know I’m not blameless.
Anything but
How come it feels like you’re just here with me
To fill the time that you feel
Slipping through your shaky fingers?
How come it feels like the only time you see me
Is when your sight is blurry from the Hennessy?
Maybe it’s just too late for us
Maybe all that love and laughter has died in you
Just like all the friends and family we’ve buried
alongside our hopes and dreams
of a perfect tomorrow
I just wish I knew that there were better days ahead
That one day you’ll look at me again
Like I was the first and last ray of sunshine
In this cold, dark, cruel world.
Until then I’ll just sit here and wait and think about the days
When you used to truly be mine
How our bodies used to intertwine
And how your smile went all the way to your eyes
The gentle caress of your hand on my waist,
While I’m quietly doing the mundane.
The more I think about it, the less I believe
In a happily ever after for you and me.
So raise your glass to toast, babe,
Soon you’ll be free.