Parents leave at an early age in their
Children's life, I say why do I have to be
One of these?
Maybe because he didn't see
A true family and
What it really needs to be
To make it a strong house hold.
I only love my Mother
because
She went further and
stayed in my life
When it was more affectionate
for hugs and she had to
Wipe my sad little tears
When I heard words from my
Grandma, on how bad my
Father is and probably will
Always be.
Parents only stay,
if they really felt that love;
and when they don't;
then they just get up and
walk right out of the room
and just go out the door,
To where you never have to
see them anymore.
I fear this about every night
When I have a huge fright
In the middle of the night.
I pray to God for him to come back,
but I really know that he isn't.
I don't know why I am wasting
My breathe and time
Just writing away
about my thoughts on my ugly
and mean looking dad.
I get pissed, to the point to where
I want to kick someone or something
Then when i do;
I get torn into or torn up inside
because I have torn the heart
Of others and mine.
Father of mine, never was a father
At the time, and still is holding that
to his heart every night
because I know
That he does not want to have
anything to do with me
My brother, and baby sister
that still loves me too,
like our Mother does.
©Cherisse Powers
-2006-