now and then

i cant trust anyone
except myself anymore,
i think bout you
almost every day,
and wonder if you
think about me,
i think about our memories,
but instead they're haunted,
after everything
we went through,
you just let go,
like a souless monster,
my whole family wants
you to suffer,
but you get tougher
and tougher,
your all i ever wanted,
but then i become daunted,
i cant turn back now,
i thought i had you
figured out,
but you played me like a game,
now im up in flames,
somethings made your
eyes go cold,
like they were getting old,
i stood there,
watched you walk away,
breathless,
as i broke,
and i never thought i'd
live to see us break.

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