i love you so much,
but at the same time,
i hate you just as much,
im trying to look for the
right person,
but somehow you always
find your way through,
my friends tell me dont,
but my heart says do,
can i give you one
more chance,
to prove to me that
you will,
maybe we can start over,
like none of this ever happened,
but the pain still leaves an
empy hole,
where the cress of my heart
should be filled,
i look at all the things you
did right,
and all the things you
did wrong,
the bad outways the good,
but my mind still says i miss you,
why do i put myself in so much
misery,
'cause i thought you could
never hurt me,
i thought i was strong enough
to get over you,
but when i see your face,
the tears flood my eyes again,
over and over,
i fall for you,
even when i try not to.
Broken Record
Maybe he is addicted to being a broken record who adores misery. Some people fall in love with misery and I can't explain why. Could they even be strong enough to do the opposite? They have to figure this out.