truth

i regret letting you have another chance,
you proved me wrong once again,
you told me you loved me,
but deep down i knew it was all lies,l
you wanted me again,
because you had nobody else to tell you
they loved you,
i blame myself for letting you know my inside and out,
i should have listened to those around me,
they cared enough to warn me,
i didnt want to believe them,
i thought you were actually going to change,
maybe you will,
but in the back of my mind,
i knew you would never have the courage,
i gave you my heart,
but you shattered it,
except one piece,
the piece that reminds me of what
good and bad you've done,
and what you will do soon enough,
my disliking is growing each day you dont
treat me right,
but you want me to go your way,
ive tried learning my lesson about you,
but somehow i keep drowing,
and coming back strait down to loving you again,
then sometimes i want to scream and yell,
and tell you to die in hell,
but i cant,
i love you to much,
even though you treat me like shit,
i still want to be with you,
you say the things i tell you piss you off,
well all i can say is,
the truth hurts,
doesnt it.

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