Flight of the Pheonex

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Lost Love

I just wish for once I  could be enough for you.

That I could give you enough love,

And make you happy through and through  

I wish my heart wasn't breaking, that this sadness around me would go away

Butl ike the mighty Phoenix I'm sifting around the ashes that was once our marriage.

Praying and searching for a reason to make you want to stay.

But even a blind person could see.

I'll never be nought for anyone.

I bring sorrow regrets and pain.

Happiness is never a part of me.

I've fought hard to keep you here.

Yet it all has gone wrong.

Gone is the flame in my soul that once drew you near.

The fire burns too hot.

It comsumes all that seeks the warmth and glow.

A lesson it seems we forgot.

You wanted the ride of your life, you found the crash.

I won't blame you if you want to leave.

Only a few embers of love remain amidst the ash.

It's just a matter of time before you'll see

That like the Pheonex, I'm used to this rubble.

I'll brush the ashes off and fly free.

I can't make you love me if you don't want to.

I understand if you want to leave.

I know I never really deserved you.

You'll find love and happiness again.

As for me?

I'll find pain and sorrow in the end

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written after a fight with my husband. I'm sorry I'm not enough for you .

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