Lonely Breakfast

It's not a bright world

it's not even dimly lit anymore

I do most things alone now

and I'm not too sad about it,

 

strangers might look at me 

and think I'm lonely 

so if I'm out and all alone

I try to smile,

 

eating breakfast

and eyeballing patrons

I wonder how people 

find the courage

to meet other people,

how do you look past

those judgemental stares

or faceless expressions

staring through you

not at you,

 

When I was younger 

I would eat food off my plate

one item at a time

and my dad would say

"what if there's a fire

and you didn't get to try

your eggs before you have 

to run out screaming?"

my response was always

something naive and comical

probably something like

"They probably sucked anyway",

 

I've applied this method

to meeting people

 

at my age

you can't afford another

bad friend

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