It's a short walk to the bar
from my wrecked little house,
I go when the night takes me
in my sober revolution,
There are people there I care for
and some others I don't
it's no matter because soon
I'll be seeing double
and there will be even more people I enjoy
though twice I might despise,
Pros and cons
Prozac and conviction,
The walk home is harboring
the fine suggestion of screaming
into the vast dark multitude of unknown backyards
where every dog will howl with me,
I'll piss on the roses
that are kept clean by an elderly woman,
I imagine that the damage done is
barely enough to kick up a fuss,
I'll return home soon
back to that wooden wreck
in shambles
filled with other lost boys
trying hard not to grow up,
I'll be dizzy
and alone,
left with my intentions