I wrestle with myself
I tussle until I turn blue,
Can't handle emotion
Or my selfish sober attitude,
Wont say it without a drink
No confidence to spare me
So I drown myself in alcohol
Until the burn overtakes the memories
Of me making memories with you,
Even if I say it I've lost all credibility
With the taste of fermentation on
Every single solitary word,
Say what you mean
Or don't say anything,
I've chose the latter
Batter up, to the plate
Clear it off if that's something
You pride yourself on doing,
They give me chicken shit
And call it chicken salad,
Guess I'll choke it down