What constant fear
tries running through my spine?
what I wouldn't have gave
just to be one of the guys,
when that night finally arrived
my first big invite,
I walked through double doors
to shed away all caution
they were rolling out another keg
to keep things social,
filling out the backyard single file
the place was over packed,
putting on gangster rap
I really never had a preference,
saw some guys with their dates
sucking face, high fiving, saying life is great,
the girls looked totally down to fuck
till their boyfriends showed up,
that trophy case just spit
squarely into his drunken face,
maybe later when no ones around
she'll let me have a taste,
oh my god I don't think I'll ever get enough
Keg Stand King, throw away your cups
you could say my tolerance is up
"All I've ever seen him do is stand around and chug"
but this life is a waste
all knowledge debased in the haste of age,
were we older now as we were young then
would we view it the same?
The question always comes too late
being an adult has it's quirks
whatever works will work