We sat in the hospital
Hoping for the best
Waiting for the answer
With heavy hearts and heaving chests
And when we were finally told
That the little baby had died
I couldn't hold my head up
I sat there and I cried
He was so small and so bright eyed
Like a baby of my own
You couldn't get him out of my arms
He was so tiny and not very old
It pushed me far and off the edge
It made me so crazy to know
I'd never be able to hold him again
I'd never be able to see him grow
No favorite color
Or TV show
He'll never know his older brother
And he'll never scrape his knee
He'll never taste his baby food
He'll never ask, "Please?"
But the part that really gets me
Is that I'll never hear him talk
I'll never teach him the things I wanted
He'll never get to walk
So Josh, if you can hear me
Somehow let me know
I love you sweet baby
And I'll never let you go