Depression

You think you're all messed up.. You think you're not quite there.. You think that there's no point.. That no one really cares.. Your life keeps getting worse... Nothing ever seems to go right.. You are crying all the time.. Wishing to see some light.. Your body keeps on crying.. Your heart screams in despair.. Your soul mourns in sadness.. Wishing someone was there.. Your skin begins to tremble.. You think how to end the pain.. Then a thought comes to mind.. And then it begins to rain.. You find yourself on a bridge.. About to end it all.. Your foot reaches the edge.. And then you begin to fall.. As you fall into darkness... Your life flashes before your eyes.. You smile to yourself.. Knowing it was all lies.. You're falling down to hell.. Then from your mouth a scream.. You let it all go.. Your hope, faith, and dreams... Then you hit the ground... Your eyes wide in fear... Your body hurts and aches... You wish it would end here... You look around and find... You're in a small white room.. It's pouring rain outside.. Thundering going boom.. You close your eyes and hope.. That God will kill you now.. You don't know how much more to take.. You don't know when or how.. Then around the corner.. Your eyes begin to see... A girl silently crying.. That girl being me... I look up at you... And I meet your face.. You looked so scared and angry.. I know you hate the place.. I see you through the window.. A tear rolls down my cheek.. I can't stand seeing you like this.. It's not all slick and sleek.. A smile curls your lips... As you hold that knife up high.. I scream no out to you... Then it falls from the sky... I ran inside the room.. I saw you lying there.. Covered all in blood... It was everywhere... I landed on my knees... Holding you close to me.. Crying like I never have... Wishing it wouldn't be.. The next day you had a funeral.. Your family and friends came.. You didn't know they loved you.. All of them the same... Maybe if you looked around.. You'd have seen so many care.. That someone has always loved you.. Someone's always been there... I hope you lie in peace... For the rest of time... I pray that you'll be happy... That God always keeps you mine.. I loved you then and always will.. With every inch of my heart... I'll keep you right here safely.. I promise we'll never part... So to anyone who thinks you're lonely.. Open your eyes and see... That someone always cares... And that's including me..

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I don't know what to say....

My condolences if true.  Thank you for joining post poems.  A good place to rest your heart and mind.  :)