Suicides' Final Call
Damned before death’s final call,
blood soon splatters upon the wall
Constant urge from depression’s hell,
shackles me screaming in its cell
Nightly slumber goes unknown,
chanting demons always drone
Cast out angel prompting loud,
curse Gods' name as I'm bowed
Unheard prayers to the wind,
trembled mumbles find no end
I fall before the eternal gate,
no one spares me from my fate
Horrors masked in haunting grays,
darkness clings with follow of days
Not one cares when burden dies,
concerns offered are tainted lies
Mocking heaped beside my fears,
mourners grieve smirking tears
Embracing thundered flash of light,
sleep will come upon this night
Finding peace inside the grave,
endured madness will cease to rave
Heed the words of repeated swell,
drop the hammer on chambered shell
Foolish man you have no God;
turned His back without a nod
Falling tears have been in vain,
tomorrow finds me released of pain
All my pleas went yon past kin,
yet I will bear all they sin
Born for torture within my mind,
this is the only peace I find
Ill scapes played morning till night,
alone in a world of mental blight
I’ll weep no more from weary eyes,
my path to hell ends mortal sighs
Release follows in moments sweep,
arrive to comfort of lasting sleep
Clasp in hand, blue steel that's cold,
raising self deliverance that I hold
Constant urge from depression's hell,
shackles me screaming in its cell
Damned before death’s final call,
blood soon splatters upon the wall
© C.E.Vance
Wow...very stong write! I
Wow...very stong write! I found it so relatable!!
Happily, I am no longer in such similiar place!
Glad to know you aren't either!
Enjoyed the read very much!
Thank you ever so much,
Thank you ever so much, Cathy.
this is very deep so many
this is very deep so many people go through issues of depression i am one but not many people listen to what they have to say. i want to thank you for being brave enough to write about this topic
The first time I posted this
The first time I posted this people actually thought I was planning to do myself in, so I took the post down after explaining, I write about my thoughts and emotions, it's what I do… Thank you for reading and commenting..
Handful of words well placed & woven creating a vivid image
Handful of words well placed & woven creating a vivid image
©bishu
Thank you, Bishu.
Thank you, Bishu.