The Song of the Poet

There is a song, or perhaps it is me

It plays from somewhere I’m not sure of

Somewhere far beyond the material

I still grapple with what it means –

Why it chose my heart on which to compose itself

Or my soul with which to amplify its essence.

It seems not to care for the barrier of sorrows and past hurts

Or the walls I’ve erected to protect myself

Or even the means I’ve taken to escape my pain.

I know only that I am compelled to hear its message, to listen

Because it tells of hope amidst the aridity of loneliness and despair.

It speaks of love in a cynical world of broken clocks,

Of peace in a tumult of inner conflict.

The song is of Light, a beacon amidst scudding tempests.

It is good, I believe, and perhaps from God Himself.

What I do know for sure

Is that it is playing on regardless and that I must hear it out

And its echo is really me, is my unique story

Though that echo will also resonate throughout the brotherhood of humanity

To which I am inextricably bound.

So, I will give it credence for as long as I am alive

And allow it to hold me in faith

That my tears will not glisten my cheeks forever

And let love bloom forever in me

Because I love how love does swell so in my soul!



I am human. I am flawed. Nevertheless,

I am a voice and a song, a crescendo of experiences.

I am

A poet!



NJP 18 May 2009

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this in a dark time of depression and a battle with heroin addiction.

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