The absence of silence spikes like bristles skewering mortality
Cleanse the air of spiders, flowers and floaters
Replace bilious cracks with descending dry mouthed cries
and the air with superfluous shadows selling their freedom
For a few cents, dust and three of my demons tugging at a cadaver’s heart
Follow a wind of cavernous flight like earth after the rain chases
cigar ash fear; a bullet morning expedites my impossibility
Wish two bars of white entrapment, a lilting requiem reopens
the wound of the night, bleeding like belladonna, panic in its taste
Take in its toxic tremble, heave in the shock of its swaddling clothes
The shaking of heads in disbelief, the headless in their defeat wonder
The sighs of this one bruises bones, gathering like ants around death
In a shroud of cold sweat the ugly sister of joy appears, hands gnarled
Shaped like crescent moons against a gloaming sky, mirror after mirror
bounces the same image in a crumbling sleep as hard to attain as not
In that mindsky the hollow sun bursts like a poppy – a thousand children
released – stillborn in the eye of a tremor but blown restless
Scattering discarded husks corralling around insularity and I –
I cannot hold onto this breath any longer, so let wings be seized by darkness
and my body fall like a burning cross into blinding synesthesia.
NJP 8 December 2004