Saying that i used to love you would be true
i adored you
you were perfect and i be just like you and do everything you do
eventually adoration transitioned into love
i wanted to be with you but my shyness was a problem i couldnt solve
i eventually tried to pack up my courage as it would seem
i wish i could have slapped myself and woken up from that dream
as i confessed my true feelings i couldnt but laugh at myself
the nerd asking out the head of the girl that only dates the head of the football team
but you smiled at me and you didnt say no
we started out as freinds and then study buddies. in my mind i was just like woah
but in retrospect a better word to use would have been woe
after a couple of weeks a freind who i had ignored because of you
showed me the real you , the true you and it would forever be too soon
i was actually your very own pratical joke
i was a puppet that you wanted to manipulate until i broke
you never reaaly cared for me. you did it to impress your freinds
how to get a loser to do all your work till the term ends
i should have been bitter and i should have been vengeful
but i just did what i thought best and forgot all about you
fastforward a couple of months later.
the joke has done a 360
because ive never been happier and ive never been greater
and once in a while i see atext or missed call from you saying we need to talk
but there was never a we so i geuss i'll talk to you later.
I geuss i used to be love drunk
thought that you were the one that id love forever
but forever is over and now im sober.