And there's those occasional nights,
when I assume I know you best
Then you shock me when you say I'm nothing,
because I know you don't mean it in jest.
I fear that maybe I've misplaced my trust,
that maybe I should have been thought twice
The over whelming sensations tingle
as they run across my chest.
Breathing becomes laboured
I'm tired of all the pain in me,
but you can't accept my withdrawal
you have to cause the pain, you have to make me bleed.
Occasionally I believe you care
that maybe your heart was in the right place,
but the way you look at me when we are alone
is too obviously written on your face.
So I break and I cry,
much to your pleasure;
I wasn't built for your abuse,
I can't stand your stormy weather.
There wasn't much of me to begin with,
and there isn't much of me left now
but I'll hit the ground running,
If I can salavage myself some how.