i close my eyes and rest my head,
falling into a dream.
the closeness of the dark,
makes me want to scream.
i walk around so confused,
with visions in the blur.
i've lost myself entirely,
but now i see a little girl.
the wind sweeps us by,
her hair is tangled in a mess.
it is in her face,
her hands clasp the edge of her dress.
pretty blue with flowers of white,
i can see she is crying.
what is it that i can do.
inside my heart is dying.
blood runs down her tiny face,
and a gash leeks from her head.
without the treatment that she needs,
she may wind up dead.
i reach out to touch the girl,
but she stumbles to the side.
it seems that she is too afraid,
that she has something to hide.
at long last i grab her close,
she tries to fight me still.
i hold her in my arms,
and walk along a hill.
her crying takes over my ears,
as she lets down her guard.
i finally stop to let her down,
but i don't get to far.
behind me a figure's hand,
places on my shoulder.
and with a fist on the other arm,
smacks into my face like a boulder.
the little girl screams out in pain,
as i'm laying on the ground.
i try to stand but find a hand,
keeping me laying down.
my eyes are closed and seared with pain,
i dare not open them now.
i cannot comprehend why,
but i'm not about to ask how.
a figure whispers into my ear,
'how dare you try to run'
i recognize it immediatly,
'was our game no fun?'
i struggle to push off the weight,
but alas i am too weak.
i cry out in misery,
like a child's cry it's meek.
the suffering and torture,
that i must endure.
i wish to die instantly,
but i'm still living, that's for sure.
intolerant to my surroundings,
i grasp out for the girl.
time to change my story,
time to change the world.
her tiny hand connects with mine,
and soon i remember the past.
as i wake, my eyes filled with tears....
it is finally over, at last....