the scars that i have,
are mentally always there.
but if i never say anything,
then no one will ever care.
i have no way to tell you,
at least i do not yet.
but in a while i hope to have,
something better to bet.
when i tell you, i worry,
that you won't like what you hear.
i think i'm scared you'll leave,
yes, that is my worst fear.
none of it was my fault.
i did not ask for it at all.
i blammed myself for it,
even my unlucky fall.
I will not change my past,
and it will never stray.
i learn from it always,
and it will remain that way.
so take me as i am.
my horrible past included.
see my flaws as well as positives,
those will not be excluded.
i am something quite different,
and i'm scared, oh yes, i know,
but i will try my best to cope,
i will try my best to grow.
so those mental scars are here,
but they will never show,
unless you ask me to let you see,
you will never know.