there is a place i go to,
but where it is i do not know.
how can i say i've been there,
when i have nothing of it to show.
i leave when things get too hard,
and they do quite often so,
my mind takes a holiday,
i run on an auto-pilot to go.
if i had the chance to take you to,
this place that i seek for time,
i'd have to put you in my head,
because it is all in my mind.
the place that i escape to,
has everything i need,
but with it comes a warning,
one that i must heed.
when i see things unfolding,
i take my mind out,
but when i try to relive it,
i'm filled up with doubt.
by taking myself away,
and going to that place,
i'm seeing it as false,
with a confused look upon my face.
this warning means more now,
as i cope instead of flee,
but that place is still here,
it will always be a part of me.