Distortion of Shores **WARNING**

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Standing night to fall down upon the ground.

Drowning the sound of your voice.

Holding my head under water.

I can't breathe the air into my lungs.

Your hands caress my neck as you push me father into the water.

Slowly I release my grip on the edge of the rock.

You have won.

My breatheing shallows and my eyes get heavy.

Cold hands tingle down my sides.

Lifting me up from the water, you stare into my distant eyes.

I'm drenched in life's abuse, the water of hell.

A sadistic grin crosses your face.

You know I can't run.

I'm too weak to fight you now.

Burning me with those damned eyes, so full of rage and fire.

Never again to feel earth's warm glow.

You pull my cold body against you harshy.

Procrustean nature over takes you silently.

My lungs burn as I spit up my heart's love.

Tear me apart, burn me bad.

I'll never recover.

Greedily you lick your lips and eye my trusting nature.

Agressive by fault you desire to be set free.

Your finger trails along my jaw as you lay be on the cold, rough rock.

My brain denys my ability to sumbit.

Sense of responsibility has faded.

My jacket, all soaked, seems to undress my cold arms and chest.

Your fingers are nimble and work quickly to make everything worse.

Nights are abusive to the tough and stone rises in the morning.

Take what you want, but you won't ever have me truely.

I feel the blood in my mouth, the taste of iron and metal so crudely against my tongue.

You laugh as I try to move against your forceful grip.

Damnit. Caught in your trap again.

Body mass thrown at me, laying against my bare chest.

My heart leeping from my under my skin.

You are warm against my frozen, water covered body.

Lips roughly lick the blood from the side of my cheek where it had formed a running trail.

Breathing is wrong.

Choking my neck, you pull me closer.

Every curve of my body, you seem to mirror.

Moments of pain and unwanted pleasure.

Idly your fingers run down my rib cage as you place trails of warm kisses on my neck.

Stop making me hate you.

How stupid I am to come back to you.

For I knew this would only become more hell.

Water splashes in my face as you prepare to take me home.

I know no other to save me from this pain.

You laugh and smile like you have caught the biggest fish in all the world.

The joke is not funny though.

Waves are a chimera to my mind.

Haunting my thoughts.

Introspection is crowding me.

Holding me captive.

My shivering body is replaced by a pilot to take control as I escape from this nightmare that won't leave me.

Standing night to fall down upon the ground.

Drowning the sound of your voice.

I stand on the rock, waiting to escape your strong grasp.

Farewell my evil tormentor.