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To My Best Friend
You say you’ve turned a leaf
You opened a door
That I knew would stay closed
But this is what I longed for
My feet were too fast
My heartbeat too strong
I think I scared you away
I don’t think you’ll want to stay
Fact is I never thought I was good enough for you
With darkness always overshadowing
Your light always shined through
I am jaded, tainted, flawed and uncertain
I am not what you need
But I have always wanted you
As before I am fearful
To admit my feelings for you
Can’t stand the thought of our friendship being unglued
And for what?
A dream? A fantasy ?
A passing thought that stays?
A disillusionment that makes reality fade?
I don’t know what to do
With these feelings for you
All I know is that I don’t want to drive you away
I’ll do whatever it takes to get to stay
Unless you don’t want to be with me
My desire is a drop in the sea
I just want you to be happy
