What the fuck is wrong with me?
What is it that you see
That causes you to deny me
To keep me outside
Of the realm of what you consider significant
I don’t understand it
I don’t fucking know why
All I know is the godamn pain
Its fed to me everyday
I m sure you don’t understand it
And you don’t know what it is
To always be neglected
Treated like you’re fucking trash
When you know you have treasure
That shines through all this shit
I cant take it anymore
Any day I might explode
What the fuck does it take
To fucking make you awake?
Look and see
There is a whole world in me
But you seem to fucking cowardly
To venture into a world that’s not your own
So you leave me all alone
And feed my hate
Feed my torment
When its finally unleashes
There be no escape
From the monster that you create
Every time you look through me
Like I am not a part of reality
I will make you see me
Even if it means the death of me