Dead to Me

Dead to Me

Death would be a release for me
Because then I wouldn’t feel anything
Wouldn’t feel the cold of you ignoring me
No I wouldn’t feel a thing
And it seems like you don’t feel anything
Maybe you’re dead already
Please show me the path
Show me the way
Show me the way to death
I ll do anything
So long as I don’t have this every day
My best is never good enough
My prime
Is never worth your time
And my soul aint enough to make you whole
I am still craving
Wanting desiring
Its my happiness
That you’re denying
Acting like I don’t exsist
But this pain is just too real
I m waiting for life to end
So I can be rid of what I feel
Be rid of loving you
Wanting you caring about you
Waniting to be there for you
Hoping that you would feel it too
But you don’t feel a damn thing
And it seems you’ve completed your cycle of dying
Because to all the things that I do give
You respond as someone who doesn’t live
I guess I should stop leaving my heart
And just start leaving flowers
Because my love will never be ours
Just a source of torment that you supply
Every time you decide just to past me by
And you cause so much grief
You offer no way of relief
So I’ll just sit here and grieve
Since you are dead to me

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Words cant describe how amazing that was to me. I loved every word used, that was most definitely worth my time, hell that's worth god's time.


-Lala

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thank you

thank you I am glad you took time out to read my poem and I really do appreciate the feedback. It means a lot to me. I only regret the fact that my best poems seem to always come from some source of emotional pain. However when someone else appreciates the poem then that makes the pain worth it so thanks.