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Here I am all alone again
Here I am stuck we these thoughts within
Here they are seeping into my soul
Here they are widening the hole
The hole in my heart
That makes my soul so dark
I cant escape its here everyday
Every day I feel like godamn castaway
I don’t understand it
I don’t fuckin get it
What did I do to deserve isolation?
What did I do to get locked in this prison?
Tormented by my own mind night an day
When will this godamn pain go away?
And everyone just stands off afar
While my mind is left all ajar
I can’t fuckin fix this
I can’t fuckin end this
I just bare witness
To my own suffering everyday
It never goes away
Because you stay away
It never goes away
Because I am all alone
I am always in pain
Solitary confinement is my reality
It eats me alive
This demon left inside
Festering hate jealousy overwhelms
Resentment is a motherfucker
When you have it for everyone
Because they’re always gone
They always leave me alone
You just left me with myself once again
You just left me to be consumed in pain again
It never goes away
Because you stay away
It never goes away
It never leaves
It just eats at me
Consumes my godamn soul
Widening the hole
It consumes everything
Its all gone
Happiness is gone
Hope is gone
Love is gone
Sucked into the abyss
And I live with this
Every godamn day
It never goes away
Because you stay away
It never goes away
It’s all gone
Love is gone
Joy is gone
Compassion is gone
My heart is gone
Because you’re always gone!