Something sought for

I was always alone

Drifting through life like a stone

Life just passed by

Like a gray storm cloud in the sky

I had a storm

Inside, so I started to form

Walls around me

And I thought i could just be

A being

Who had no feeling

But numb

Then i felt the beating of a drum

It was your knocking on the door

So gentle yet it was echos through a hall

At first you seemed to reflect

All those things i reject

But then you showed a side

That you wanted to hide

And I told you to just let the tears fall

Because it was only me that saw

That weak side of you

Could it be true?

It makes me feel better 

That you are a fritter*

My faults 

Halts...

Because of the things you defy

I can't deny

This simple thing

That you seem to bring

I know i seem Frigid

But you are rigid

When i touched your fringe

I expected you to cringe

But you just looked at me with those gentle eyes

That said you were afraid of goodbyes

And I told you not to worry

Because i would not say sorry

For meeting you

Because it it true:

You make me feel something

That was from before i felt nothing

So you were the something I sought

During the time i fought

With my inner self

To become myself...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

*A fritter is somone who wastes energy on unimportant matters.

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