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LAKE SHORE DRIVE
I hit button 33 with shaking hands
the elevator went up higher and higher
My heart keeps punching its excited
FLOOR 30 I was almost there
Strappy Black High heels
Short black mini Skirt
A bra I never wear
The lift it gives
makes people stare
A wite sheer blouse
unbuttoned one too many
Visually enticing I tell myself
We achieved
My tongue licked my teeth
For the last final clean of any
lipstick out of place
I look in the hallway mirror
I like what I see in her face
"You are the Wild Tantalizing Goddess"
I re-assurce my adrenaline
I knock,
He opens,
We've never met before,
He can't help but Stare
Like a falcon hunting a mouse
he swooped in and immediately grabs me
Around my waist
now behind my
holding my face in place
His lips locked to mine
He pushes his tongue through my mouth
I kiss him back and immediately let go
and let in the freedom of the wild
I think thats a kitchen to my left
and we are entering futher in
Hazy background lights of the Chicago SKyline
add to this exciting visit
Picked up effortlessly like a little kid
my legs are holding on for dear life
around a tree trunk, his waist
He pulls off my jacket,
pulls up my blouse,
salivating, and eyes very concentrating
I love that hungry look
stronger by three times as much
This man if he wanted to
could steal the very life inside of me
Why does that excite women
The strength of a man not
weilded over her in evil manners
It turns us on to know they can
But rather read our bodies
Not overstepping our comfort lines
Rips of my bra taking the hardware with it flying
my breast now exposed
It gets me more aroused
the moment before his hands dive on my chest
Kissing my neck
smooshing my breasts
and messing up my hair
Primitive buttons are being pushed
I am feeling on fire
I am in a trance lost
I want him to take me higher
I don't know what it means to make love
I was robbed of that ability long ago
Never to bare Children in my womb
I play the Lone Wolf sneaking out the Window
I carried a pouch of hope with me
As I walked through out my life
HAnging on the notion that maybe
I might learn to actually make love
That hasn't happen yet for me
Make no mistake
We are not defective
We are not incapable of entering that space
I want a man who will show me
what it truly means to love
I want a man to touch me
I want to entirely be in ONE
How do you describe to an alcoholic
The experience of "peace of mind"
The alcoholic has no words to define it
for its not possible with his kind
Until the man does inner work
Start his path of recovery
Will true "peace of mind" be known
it can be a constant for eternity
trying to grasp what it mean to make love
or to receive it in return
inner workings need mending,
new skin put on my burns
only one that can get that job done
Starts with me
