Don't lose track

 

Now my feelings they hide and they stack, and then they fall before they last

 

Their uncontrollable, I lost control, I wish control was something I had

 

Now listen, I’m releasing what’s inside of me, these are my real feelings

 

I don’t even know what they gonna be, until it comes out through the ink

 

Like these stomache knots, what the hell is that about

 

Well see, I waited my whole life to have what I have now

 

And any sudden movement is going to tear that down

 

If I don’t make the best decision tomarow, today was a waste

 

I’m walking on thin ice, making sure I take advantage of every single day

 

And I’m tired of losing, I’ve lost too many times in life

 

Startiving over became a habit and I’m not going to fail this time

 

And winning is my new move…breathe it, live it, love it

 

Time management has become my new something outta nothin

 

And time is money, either you pay or get paid

 

Or you study your ass off to change your paying wage

 

And if I don’t do it right, there’s no turning back

 

And you only get ONE LIFE, stop forgetting that

 

And these feelings bottle up, and I’m wasting my thoughts

 

Gotta keep moving forward, cuz any other way you gonna get lost

 

You gonna find something new, and try to figure out where it belongs

 

Then you gonna get stuck, trynna get back to the right route

 

These are just the thoughts comin outta my mind right now

 

And behind these thoughts are details only I can see

 

But I write it out, just to understand what they mean

 

Like expressisng my feelings wasn’t hard enough

 

I need writing words to understand that stuff

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I changed my life around. Still workin on it, but u kno its easy to go back so gotta reasure yourself sometimes