Now my feelings they hide and they stack, and then they fall before they last
Their uncontrollable, I lost control, I wish control was something I had
Now listen, I’m releasing what’s inside of me, these are my real feelings
I don’t even know what they gonna be, until it comes out through the ink
Like these stomache knots, what the hell is that about
Well see, I waited my whole life to have what I have now
And any sudden movement is going to tear that down
If I don’t make the best decision tomarow, today was a waste
I’m walking on thin ice, making sure I take advantage of every single day
And I’m tired of losing, I’ve lost too many times in life
Startiving over became a habit and I’m not going to fail this time
And winning is my new move…breathe it, live it, love it
Time management has become my new something outta nothin
And time is money, either you pay or get paid
Or you study your ass off to change your paying wage
And if I don’t do it right, there’s no turning back
And you only get ONE LIFE, stop forgetting that
And these feelings bottle up, and I’m wasting my thoughts
Gotta keep moving forward, cuz any other way you gonna get lost
You gonna find something new, and try to figure out where it belongs
Then you gonna get stuck, trynna get back to the right route
These are just the thoughts comin outta my mind right now
And behind these thoughts are details only I can see
But I write it out, just to understand what they mean
Like expressisng my feelings wasn’t hard enough
I need writing words to understand that stuff