She asked her daughter to write a poem
for me, about me,
to show her talent off;
she couldn't then, so I read
her poem about her mother for
mother's day
and something else
She danced with me
in the kitchen, in the morning
both with her feet and eyes
somewhat fencing, somewhat sharing,
as we played the game
of do you like me
and something else
She wanted for attention
which didn't arrive,
and understanding
which went elsewhere,
and so found a retort in the morning sprung
from her head
and then by way of a quick torn apology said
“I'm vicious in the mornings”,
and something else
She found herself conspired against
by age by size by clumsiness
and self deprecation
ultimately by comparison
and so somehow conspired to fulfil herself
all the prophecies she so wished were not around
and made the spectacle of
herself she both wished
and dreaded
and something else
She said:
I wish it were that simple;
I should have said
I wish tomorrow did not leer so intently
from my longings
to hold
to care
and be comforted in comforting
but in this cadent litany of parentheses
that are the moments of our
passing
lives
I took her at her word
that's all.