something more

holding you in my arms

wishing you could stay

caressing your body

feeling in love

strong and confused

needing you is like

needing air

i feel with out you

i cannot breath

i get scared

needing to see you

wondering what your doing

if your happy

or sad

if you need to talk

or cry, someone to confide

if you want to be held

loved and cared for

i would do everything

cook, clean, put out

when im with you

i cant think of anything else

but you being here

with me at that moment

wishing it would last

maybe you might stay one more night

maybe you might see in my eyes

or feel it through my touch

and smell it in the air

how much i want you

how i need you there

you dont know this

dont feel my hints

dont see my heart

but i feel it strong

i feel for you the way you feel for her

you sit with me

holding me in your arms

and want to tell her

you love her and miss her

why i cant be her

why i was too late

couldnt i have met you

before you met her

i did

but not reccont enough

for either of us to know it

me

a friend

a way to get away

away from things that matter

matter more than with me

im a get away

a freebe

and i love

i love that its me you come too

me you call and come see

i wouldnt want to change it

not ever

just to simply add more

add more truth to the feelings

behind our friendship

not knowing how you feel

the thoughts you stand by

believing it might be true

there might be something

something in you too

that wants me

as much as i want you

could i be right

the way i feel

the way i hope

or am i a silly girl

with a crush

a love that i cannot stop

a feeling of need

and want

and urge to please

you and only you

i want to make you happy

be more than a friend

to be with you

care for only you

and do it till the very end...

is it a hope and a dream

that something could be true

something that is

real, something like me and you

possible that it could be more

that maybe my thoughts

my hopes and needs

are more than a wish

but something to be



if im wrong

all i am is a silly girl

with a broken heart

and a pen with a blank page

to restart the story

the poem

the lines of my life

to retrace it back

back to when i felt

and start it over

with nothing more

than an empty heart

with space to fill

to go on and rewrite

the empty pages of my life

to put meaning and truth

into what i call myself

to make some one

myself and everyone

to believe that there is

something

something worth time

and care inside of me

that maybe my pain

the heavy dark sorrow

of my soul will be lifted

and light will shine through

inspire my being

to fill the pages of my life

with more than excuses

but with a reason of being



or has this dark heavy cloud

this burden of life

the feeling of pain

brought me to the conclusion

to find peace

and be happy

with no more worries

to rewrite the story of my life

or to burn the pages

throw the pen away

and lay to rest

until the end of your day

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