holding you in my arms
wishing you could stay
caressing your body
feeling in love
strong and confused
needing you is like
needing air
i feel with out you
i cannot breath
i get scared
needing to see you
wondering what your doing
if your happy
or sad
if you need to talk
or cry, someone to confide
if you want to be held
loved and cared for
i would do everything
cook, clean, put out
when im with you
i cant think of anything else
but you being here
with me at that moment
wishing it would last
maybe you might stay one more night
maybe you might see in my eyes
or feel it through my touch
and smell it in the air
how much i want you
how i need you there
you dont know this
dont feel my hints
dont see my heart
but i feel it strong
i feel for you the way you feel for her
you sit with me
holding me in your arms
and want to tell her
you love her and miss her
why i cant be her
why i was too late
couldnt i have met you
before you met her
i did
but not reccont enough
for either of us to know it
me
a friend
a way to get away
away from things that matter
matter more than with me
im a get away
a freebe
and i love
i love that its me you come too
me you call and come see
i wouldnt want to change it
not ever
just to simply add more
add more truth to the feelings
behind our friendship
not knowing how you feel
the thoughts you stand by
believing it might be true
there might be something
something in you too
that wants me
as much as i want you
could i be right
the way i feel
the way i hope
or am i a silly girl
with a crush
a love that i cannot stop
a feeling of need
and want
and urge to please
you and only you
i want to make you happy
be more than a friend
to be with you
care for only you
and do it till the very end...
is it a hope and a dream
that something could be true
something that is
real, something like me and you
possible that it could be more
that maybe my thoughts
my hopes and needs
are more than a wish
but something to be
if im wrong
all i am is a silly girl
with a broken heart
and a pen with a blank page
to restart the story
the poem
the lines of my life
to retrace it back
back to when i felt
and start it over
with nothing more
than an empty heart
with space to fill
to go on and rewrite
the empty pages of my life
to put meaning and truth
into what i call myself
to make some one
myself and everyone
to believe that there is
something
something worth time
and care inside of me
that maybe my pain
the heavy dark sorrow
of my soul will be lifted
and light will shine through
inspire my being
to fill the pages of my life
with more than excuses
but with a reason of being
or has this dark heavy cloud
this burden of life
the feeling of pain
brought me to the conclusion
to find peace
and be happy
with no more worries
to rewrite the story of my life
or to burn the pages
throw the pen away
and lay to rest
until the end of your day