Such a tiny little insect,
almost invisible to the eye,
and one got away,
'hit and run'
never even seen by me,
never even knew
it was doing its damage
upon my child.
Ten years old
and they tell us yesterday,
'Its Lyme Disease. No doubt.
The 'bullseye' doesn't lie'.
Which I already suspected,
yet still the words hurt
a mother's heart and soul.
She's scared,
she's upset
and so is mommy...
but she can't know or see that.
I must hide my fears for her,
from her.
The fears of her knowing the pains
I similarly suffer from MY diseases.
My fear has come true once more
in the eyes of one of my children.
And now,
the powerful med has been started,
but will it work?
And what of these new
'bullseye rashes'
appearing since this morn?
They now number at 19.
How can I keep count?
Does it mean this will be
worse for her?
She's scared and worried
and full of fear right now.
I comfort her with my arms
and soft words,
and reassurances from her doctor,
that 'it happens like that in some'
while inside, I shake
with the same fear
that resides in her.
Damn little bug!
Damn little tick!
How dare you invade
the young body of my little girl!?
How dare you inflict her
with your posion!?
How dare you!!!???
06-24-04